I LOVE you, you LOVED me, i fucked up and you found she. But every time i cut its because i think of we and what we should be.

i want you and you want nothing to do with me. But every time i look down hiding under that band is the scar that will always bring me back to what we used to be and what it will never be.

diarywhoree blasting off

I’ve had a lot on my mind lately. i relapsed in cutting but im doing better again. thanks to my family < 3
I’ve also learned how to deal with things rather than cutting i am going to start speaking my mind and if that means i become a bitch and i lose some friends than so be it.

as you can see my emotions are all over the place today.
i just want you to feel the pain that i feel but you never will!
i just want to cut so bad. everything is going so wrong right now.
i can’t deal with it all.

diarywhoree blasting off.